it has occurred to me again to dream that kind of dream...
what kind, if you may ask...
let's first say it's something related to evacuating and moving to a 'far-safer' places...
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i myself is really wondering why do i have to dream about those things...
it's like my dreams are a premonition that something will happen...
oke, for those who can't picture out what had happened during that surreal time, let me narrate them...
the dream started of while i was in bed (yes, just as i was in bed awhile ago, taking my sleep)...
suddenly, my mom burst into my room, saying something like 'pack your impt. things. we're leaving'...
sorry. i can't remember the exact words she uttered...
being an obedient child i am (yes, i am obedient... in some ways :D), i do pack my things. the weird part is, i just used a small bag for 'those' things... idk... maybe i already fixed my other things that okaasan told me to just pack the other ones...
while determining my important things from the vast collections i have, i heard a band, a drum-and-lyre corp that is, to play one particular song that i'm familiar: Mabuhay. (for those who don't know this, it's a typical song for parades here in the philippines). i even corrected in myself the wrong notes the lyrists have hit and laughed myself off for this...
as i told okaasan that i'm ready, she pointed out and asked why did i wear 'that' t-shirt... i don't recall the design of that shirt from my dream but it occured to me that it might be so important that i even dared to wear it at those times, even if okaasan told me that i should take it off...
i went to the restroom for obvious reasons and then went back to my room to wait for further announcements... as i lie down in my bed (maybe it's to feel it for the last time), i heard okaasan and ninong ric talking below, saying that there's a problem...
if you're asking me what was that problem i couldn't answer you... thanks to my 2 samsung phones who kept disturbing me since 4.30 a.m.... but i did wake up minutes before 7 a.m....
...............
i am no nostradamus or some sort of a psychic but this dream (or something related to it) has not just occurred for the first time...
in fact, if i was not mistaken, it is the fourth one, having 2 similar dreams last year (around november and december i think) and an another one last week or two...
i do know that dreams are just dreams but it occurred to me that i dreamt about it and the next thing i knew i now am doing what i did on my dreams...
i don't want to believe that what happened in those dreams will also occur real-time... i don't want to... just thinking it and recalling it makes me scared and at the same time sad...
and with all the stuffs happening around us, like earthquakes, tsunami, never-ending riots and troubles, one would think that what had predicted by the mayans are becoming true... i don't want to think that way...
that's why upon waking up awhile ago, i hurriedly prayed to God and uttered these words: God, pls. don't let those things happen in real life... pls. let them stay in my dreams... Amen.
for now, i want to savor life as it is, without troubles, without wars, without problems... i just hope that everything will be fine... i really do hope...
and i hope to not have those kind of dreams for now... f they come back again i am sure that there's a message behind it...
let's just pray for it... :')
what kind, if you may ask...
let's first say it's something related to evacuating and moving to a 'far-safer' places...
...............
i myself is really wondering why do i have to dream about those things...
it's like my dreams are a premonition that something will happen...
oke, for those who can't picture out what had happened during that surreal time, let me narrate them...
the dream started of while i was in bed (yes, just as i was in bed awhile ago, taking my sleep)...
suddenly, my mom burst into my room, saying something like 'pack your impt. things. we're leaving'...
sorry. i can't remember the exact words she uttered...
being an obedient child i am (yes, i am obedient... in some ways :D), i do pack my things. the weird part is, i just used a small bag for 'those' things... idk... maybe i already fixed my other things that okaasan told me to just pack the other ones...
while determining my important things from the vast collections i have, i heard a band, a drum-and-lyre corp that is, to play one particular song that i'm familiar: Mabuhay. (for those who don't know this, it's a typical song for parades here in the philippines). i even corrected in myself the wrong notes the lyrists have hit and laughed myself off for this...
as i told okaasan that i'm ready, she pointed out and asked why did i wear 'that' t-shirt... i don't recall the design of that shirt from my dream but it occured to me that it might be so important that i even dared to wear it at those times, even if okaasan told me that i should take it off...
i went to the restroom for obvious reasons and then went back to my room to wait for further announcements... as i lie down in my bed (maybe it's to feel it for the last time), i heard okaasan and ninong ric talking below, saying that there's a problem...
if you're asking me what was that problem i couldn't answer you... thanks to my 2 samsung phones who kept disturbing me since 4.30 a.m.... but i did wake up minutes before 7 a.m....
...............
i am no nostradamus or some sort of a psychic but this dream (or something related to it) has not just occurred for the first time...
in fact, if i was not mistaken, it is the fourth one, having 2 similar dreams last year (around november and december i think) and an another one last week or two...
i do know that dreams are just dreams but it occurred to me that i dreamt about it and the next thing i knew i now am doing what i did on my dreams...
i don't want to believe that what happened in those dreams will also occur real-time... i don't want to... just thinking it and recalling it makes me scared and at the same time sad...
and with all the stuffs happening around us, like earthquakes, tsunami, never-ending riots and troubles, one would think that what had predicted by the mayans are becoming true... i don't want to think that way...
that's why upon waking up awhile ago, i hurriedly prayed to God and uttered these words: God, pls. don't let those things happen in real life... pls. let them stay in my dreams... Amen.
for now, i want to savor life as it is, without troubles, without wars, without problems... i just hope that everything will be fine... i really do hope...
and i hope to not have those kind of dreams for now... f they come back again i am sure that there's a message behind it...
let's just pray for it... :')
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...we too are stardust...
...we too are stardust...
