and here i was blogging again... HELLO BLORLD (blog + world) =___= lame!

endless paper works = sleepless nights...

and i thought i'm almost done with the term...

why does the proposal just returned awhile ago? to think i'm almost in vacation mode...

argh~~ i wanna rest so badly...

the schedule's killing me now...

morning: undergrad review at prtc recto

afternoon - evening: classes in mapua makati

evening (after class): time-to-do-school-stuffs mode...

argh~~  (--)

oh well, might as well finish this stuff now...

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get to know yourself better

from quizbox.com


Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.


i somewhat agree on this part. pero minsan i tend to forget to listen first.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.


haha ganun ba? i hope nga ganun ako XD

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

i think it's true. di naman ako nagmamadali when it comes to having relationship with the opposite sex. time will tell :)


The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

plenty of dates? haha. pwede yan kung meron nga XD


Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

no. i want to continuously learn. i want to just study and study and not to work. lol XD


The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

this is true to me. mas gusto kong stable ang trabaho kesa sa wala.


How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

really true! i hate failures. kaya i'm heartbroken nung bumagsak ako ng isang beses. pero it's a lesson na din for me. :)


What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

independence is really important to me pero ayoko na walang mag-aalala or makakaalala sa akin.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

mature? oh come on. :)) pero my own perspective tells you that i'm somewhat. pero my hobbies are not that of a mature person.

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ABC about me haha

tagged by pauliene XD

blogging in the land of pili nuts and mayon volcano woohoo! XD

INSTRUCTIONS: Fill out these questions and make a new note called "ABC About You." Then tag 25 people. If you got tagged by me, you have to take this survey and re-post it! Don’t forget to tag me because I want to know more about you!

The ABCs!

A - AVAILABLE: oo

B - BIRTHDAY: february 7

C - CRUSHING ON: kudo shinichi, sawada tsunayoshi

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: coke regular

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: sarili ko LOL XD

F - FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT: HOOT by SNSD :D

H - HOMETOWN: mandaluyong :D

I - IN LOVE WITH: God :) and animes too! ^^

J - JUGGLE: studying, my interests, and sleep at the same time haha XD

K - KILLED SOMEONE: none

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 12 hours nonstop!

M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: chocolate pero oke sakin kahit ano :D

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 4 but 1 is dead so 3 na lang sila :D

O - ONE WISH: to be who i want to be :)

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: depende sa network eh haha XD i think either si roselle or si kat XD

R- REASON TO SMILE: 'coz life is beautiful :)

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: nowplaying thru seoul fm: All My Heart by Super Junior hehe ^^

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: woke around 8.00 awhile ago

U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: red and violet

V - VEGETABLE(S): kahit ano :D

W - WORST HABIT: di nagpapatalo sa kahit anung diskusyon haha XD

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD MOST RECENTLY: i had one nung college freshman. yun lang XD

Y - YOYOS ARE: small but dangerous? haha XD

Z - ZODIAC SIGN: aquarius

RANDOM QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU 

Your favorite number : 2.7.9

What color do you wear most: YELLOW! haha XD

Least favorite color: pink... the flashy one

What are you listening to: seoul fm live streaming XD

Are you happy with your life right now: yes :)

What is your favorite class in school: pwede na law classes and accounting classes haha XD

Are you outgoing: oh yes XD

Favorite pair of shoes: anything basta comfy

Can you dance? yes... sabi nila XD

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth: no :(

Can you whistle: yes

Cross your eyes: yes XD

Walk with your toes curled: yes

Do you believe there is life on other planets: possibly

Do you believe in miracles: yes

Do you believe in magic: God's magic YES :)

Love at first sight: idk

Do you believe in Satan: yes

Do you believe in Santa: sometimes?

Do you know how to swim: yes

Do you like roller coasters: i would loved to kasi di ko pa natatry XD

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality show: let's see XD

Have you ever been on a plane: oo naman no!

Have you ever asked someone out: oo. lagi si mama XD

Have you ever been to the ocean: naman!

Have you ever painted your nails: yes

THE WHATS

What is the temperature outside: i think aroung 25-27.... not sure ah

What radio station do you listen to: seoul fm nga!

What was the last restaurant you ate at:  di ko alam yung name nung kinainan namin sa grand terminal dito O_O

What was the last thing you bought: earrings :D

What was the last thing on TV you watched: detective conan on gma 7 XD kaso ampanget ng boses ni conan boo!

THE WHOS

Who was the last person you IM'd: either of the 3: joanna, grace i, rose anne

Who was the last person you took a picture of: si manong guard ng st. agnes academy :))

Who was the last person you said I love you to: mama?

CRYING SECTION 

Ever really cried your heart out: yes

Ever cried yourself to sleep: yes

Ever cried on your friend's shoulder: di ko tanda

Ever cried over the opposite sex: yes

Do you cry when you get an injury: minsan siguro

Do certain songs make you cry: yes

HAPPY SECTION  

Are you a happy person?: yes

LOOK AT ME  

What is your current hair color: brownish black. my natural color

CURRENTLY WEARING 

What shirt are you wearing: 3/4 na navy-blue stripes from ukay ukay dito sa legazpi

Bottom: brown capri pants

Shoes: sandals from sm

Necklaces: none

Underwear: the usual thing a girl wears XD

IN A BOY/GIRL

Favorite eye color: brown

Short or long hair: long

HAVE YOU EVER: 

Been to jail: yes

Thought about suicide: yes

Laughed so hard you cried: oo naman!

Cried in school: yes

Wanted to be a model: yes. no joke :))

THIS OR THAT 

Pepsi or Coke: coke ZERO

McDonald's or Burger King: kahit ano

Single or Group Dates: ewan

Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate

Strawberries or Blueberries: strawberries

Meat or Veggies: both

TV or Movie: both :D

Guitar or Drums: mas type ko drums. di ko matutunan ang guitar eh :))

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Pretty boy or Bad boy? :D

basically pretty boy pero it still depends eh :))

ask and it shall be answered LOL XD

Butterfly by Crazy Town

THE RULES:

1.) Put your Itunes, Windows Media Player,etc. on shuffle.

2.) For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3.) YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4.)Tag 20 friends. (Make me #21 so I can see your results.) ;P

5.)Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6.) Have fun!

1) IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY', YOU SAY?

Dont' Fall in Love with a Dreamer by Kenny Rodgers and Kim Carnes ~ whuut~? O_O

2) HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

 Don't Say You Love Me by M2M ~ hahaha LOOOOL XD

3)WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Found by Phillip LaRue ~ ano daaw~~?

4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Toll Gate by Hale ~ ano ako NLEX/SLEX? :))

5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Everything You Want by Vertical Horizon ~ oke gets ko siya... (._.)

6) WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

Low by Flo-Rida feat. T-Pain ~ seriously? :)) LOOOOL hahahahahaha XD 

7) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Light On by David Cook ~ hmmmm...

8) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Love will Keep Us Alive by Eagles ~ naman! dahil sa love kaya ako nabuhay no :)))))

9) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Sana Maulit Muli by Gary V. ~ nakakaloka. oo lagi ko yan iniisip LOL :))

10) WHAT IS 2+2?

If This Isn't Love by Jennifer Hudson ~ anung connect? O_O

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Rude Boy by Rihanna ~ wahahaha anung boy? girls lang mga best friends ko eh :))))))

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Prinsesa by 6 Cycle Mind ~ naman. i'm a princess di lang halata LOOOL XD 

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Nene by Manomano ~ WHAT THE.... when i grow up nga eh. patawa :))))))

14)WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

You Take My Breath Away by Rex Smith ~ nakakaloka. tamang kanta lang to sa mga ganitong tanong hahahaha XD

15) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

I Knew I Love You by Savage Garden ~ hmmm pwede. bagay sa occasion. :>

16) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Your Universe by Rico Blanco ~ oo. tama to. nasa ibang 'universe' na ako. LOL XD

17) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

One an Only You by Parokya ni Edgar ~ eh anung connect? O_O

18) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

Two Become One by Paul Gilbert ~ whuuuut~~~ :))))

19) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Pyramid by Charice ~ eh? ako isang pyramid? LOL :)))))) baka as strong as a pyramid~ :D

20) WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?  

For You by The Calling ~ eh? O_o

21) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Sayang by Moonstar88 ~ ba't sayang? :O

22) WHAT WILL YOU NAME THIS NOTE?

Butterfly by Crazy Town ~ come my lady, come come my lady you're my butterfly sugar baby :)) XD

♥ ~a secret makes a woman, woman.~ ♥

Do you have your special someone?

maybe yes, maybe no. idk :))

ask and it shall be answered LOL XD

If you were to choose between your new friend and your long time lover or loved one, who would you choose, why?

it depends on the situation we're in.

ask and it shall be answered LOL XD

how's your heart this past few weeks?

okay naman. :D

ask and it shall be answered LOL XD

it's a siopao and a baby in one! XD

today's one great day. nakasama ko ulet ang 2 sa pinaka-ka-close ko sa dancecom. si mommy lai at daddy will. :)

i went with them to their crib sa sucat for something. good thing na nagkataong nasa makati area sila nung nag-text ako sa kanila.

we rode the shuttle to bf homes tapos lakad mode papunta sa kanila. and i was so privileged to see the newest member of the jaranilla family, our family (anak nga kasi nila ako) hehe :D

everyone, meet PAUL XANDER YU-JARANILLA ang Baby Pao ng buhay namin! XD

suuuuuper kyut kyut at PUTOgenic nyan ni baby SIOPAO ko hihi ;)

according to mommy lai and daddy will, ako daw ang unang taga-DC na nakakita sa kanya in person. wooot wooot! XD

dapat lang na mauna ang big sister kesa sa iba no. LOL :P

eto pic namin ni baby siopao.

the 'bad mood' edition (di ko kasalanan yun ah. gusto lang niya magpakarga ke mommy lai) hehe :D

the "good mood" edition (after nyan nung bad mood one. tumayo ako tapos sinayaw-sayaw ko siya hehe) :D

syempre di lang ako ang me pics. kahit sina mommy lai at daddy will me pics ke baby siopao hihi ;)

ang kyoot nila sa pic no? nagsisigawan ang mag-ama hehe :D

inaantok si baby siopao after dumede hehe :D

kitang-kita ko kung gaano nila ka-love si baby siopao. suuuuper duuuuper love nila siya. :)

eto pinakabentang pic ni baby siopao sa araw na ito XD

iritable na siya hahahahahahahaha XD pero cuuuuute parin hahahahahahahahaha XD thanks daddy will for making him irritable LOL :))))))

next time dadamihan po pa pics niya. medyo madami namang kuha kaso madilim eh. gomenasai ^^;;

love you baby siopao ko. ^0^ hugs and kisses from your ate angelie XOXO :)

mommy lai, daddy will salamat ah :D

♥ ~a secret makes a woman, woman.~ ♥

When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?

either be a lawyer, doctor, or journalist :(

ask and it shall be answered LOL XD

What was your favorite movie as a child?

home alone pati the rascals

ask and it shall be answered LOL XD

If you could only watch one TV show what would it be?

it started with a kiss 1 and 2 ^^

ask and it shall be answered LOL XD

What one thing are you exceptionally good at?

sleeping :))

ask and it shall be answered LOL XD

If you had your own talk show, who would your first three guests be?

idk. come what may.

ask and it shall be answered LOL XD

If you could have the starring role in one movie what would it be?

maybe my sassy girl? D

ask and it shall be answered LOL XD

Where would you like to spend your retirement?

somewhere peaceful yet fun :D anywhere in asia will do

ask and it shall be answered LOL XD

Traits you like about AINIE? :))

weird pero cool. magaling sumayaw pero humble :)

ask and it shall be answered LOL XD

4y-1t grades and 4y-2t schedule

oh yes. i wasn't able to post my 4th yr. 1st term grades and 2nd term schedule.

so sorry :D

here's the fruits of my endless efforts for last term.


Courses Section Grade Unit Completion
ACT143 M-T         1.75             3
ACT171 M-T         1.75             6
MGT198 AY01 2.50             3
TAX002 AY01 2.25             3

Units Considered 15 Academic Status OK
Quarterly Wtd. Average 2 Readmission Status OK


and here's the ever-deadly schedule we have in mapua for this term.


Mondays        4.30 - 6.00                   Act175
                      6.00 - 9.00                   Act151
Tuesdays        1.30 - 4.30 6.00 - 7.30 Mse001
Wednesdays   4.30 - 6.00                   Act200R-1
                      6.00 - 9.00                   Act151
Thursdays      6.00 - 9.00                   Act151
Fridays           4.30 - 6.00                   Act175
                      6.00 - 9.00                   Act197
Saturdays       10.30 - 12.00               Act175
                      12.30 - 4.30                 Act197

pls. be reminded that starting this november (well, in a few days to go), we will have our in-house review for our board exam every mondays - fridays from 7.00 a.m. - 12.00 n.n. that means we do have a freaking 13.5 hours of schooling per day. God please spare us T___T

oh well. we hope that we will be able to survive with this kind of schedule. may God guide us always :)

♥ ~a secret makes a woman, woman.~ ♥

Ha Ni’s love letter for Seung Jo

if you're a fan of Itazura na Kiss, you must know that Korea has now its own adaptation.

meet Oh Ha Ni (Aihara Kotoko's Korean name) and Baek Seung Jo (Irie Naoki's equivalent)...

but we will deal with the whole of Playful Kiss as days go by...

for now, let me present to you the love letter Ha Ni gave to Seung Jo which the male lead (Seung Jo) corrected, thus having it a grade of D-... funny right? :))))))

here's the original text... of course, it's in korean :))

승조

이름을 써놓고 한참을 보았어요

사실 난, 당신을 승조라고 부르지 않아요

난 당신을, 숲의 정령이라고 불러요

왜냐고 묻지 않는다면 얼마나 좋을까요..

그건 당신도 고1 여름, 그날을 기억한다는 얘기잖아요

그날 이후, 나는 며칠이나 아팠어요.

아주 홍역을 치렀죠

그래요, 알아요 그건 꿈이었죠

근데 가끔은 그날이 진짜고, 지금은 꿈인것 같아요

친구들은 혹시 내가 내마음에 속고 있는 건 아니냐고 해요.

어떻게 꿈에서 잠깐 본 마음이 3년을 갈수 있냐구요.

하지만 난 알아요

이건 아주 분명해요

당신을 볼 때마다, 너무나 설레이는 걸요.

심장이…………

내 하루는 온통 당신거에요….

……………내가 어떤가요

………….눈에 밟힌 적 있었나요

…..한번쯤은 나 때문에……

……제발, 내 마음을…………

and now, the translated letter....

Seung Jo,

After writing your name, I stared at it for a long time.

To be honest, I don’t call you as Seung-jo

I call you as “The Spirit of the Forest”.

If you don’t ask me why, wouldn’t it be so nice..

When we were in our high school 1st year, that summer, you made a speech which I still remember.

Since that day, I had been in pain for a few days.

It was a very tough period of time for me.

Yeah that’s right, I know, it was like a dream.

But that day seemed so real at times, and now it’s like a dream.

Even my friends sometimes doubt about this delusion contained in my heart.

How in the world did my heart which only saw that split second in a dream last for 3 years.

However, I know,

This is very clear

The moment I saw you, the fact that I was so very excited.

My heart……………..

My day is entirely about you….

……….How about me

…………Was there even once I keep flashing past your thoughts……

……For at least once, because of me……

……Please, for my heart……………

antaray no? but i love it...

but still, i prefer the taiwanese version of the love letter... simple yet more emotional... hehe...

another but, i will continue supporting the korean version 'coz of my admiration for Kaoru Tada-sama... :)

credits to this wordpress account. :D

♥ ~a secret makes a woman, woman.~ ♥

marriage is imp't. so don't take it lightly.

just wanna share something about marriage. i don't know if i have shared this one in my previous posts. but nothing will be lost if i repost it, right?

and btw, i'm not married or in any relationship. it's just great to share these thoughts to all.

enjoy reading! :)




When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was 

absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

A CHRIST-CENTERED MARRIAGE IS A MARRIAGE THAT IS SURE TO LAST A LIFETIME.

So then, they are no longer two but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let not man separate. Matthew 19:6

marriage is an important aspect in one's life. don't take it lightly. love your partners and take care of them. for satisfaction will be achieved if both of you are happy. :)

♥ ~a secret makes a woman, woman.~ ♥