Hoping It's Just a Dream, Only Just a Dream...

I had an 'apocalyptic dream' again this morning...

My mom and I were currently in the wake of my close cousin at the time of my dream in Bicol. We were the only person inside the small house of my Aunt that time. As creepy as it is, he suddenly started to move inside his coffin, came back to life to warn us that there's an approaching asteroid that will hit the country any moment, that we should evacuate that moment immediately! As for my other relatives, they were outside the place as we were told about this.

I began fixing some things, bringing only the most essential necessity that I could grab: toiletries, some money, nearest clothes that I could get, emergency kits, the likes. Mom was skeptical about it but when she saw it in the news (that time she was using her Tab computer to surf the net) she hurriedly picked us up, left my cousin in his coffin who's back being motionless again, then rode the nearest jeepney that we saw. Of course, I called out my relatives to ride with us.

I told them what happened inside, as I cling close to my very cute niece, my brother's daughter to be excat. Initial reaction was disbelief but when my Mom told everything they were dumbfounded. As we drive along the highway, far from the lowland place that we had, I saw in the news that the asteroid fell somewhere north of us, thou not really a direct hit to our place, but there will be effects. Then the satellite feed showed us that the highway near my Aunt's place were already flooded.

The last thing I could remember on this dream was that we're still moving forward, not stopping along the highway. What we rode was a public vehicle who can still pick up some passengers but upon hearing our story he didn't stop to pick some other and just continued driving.

The end of my dream.

My initial reaction upon waking up to this? silence. I checked my current location to see that I am not really in that dream, to check that I am still in my bed, making love to it.

I am not new in this kind of dreams. In fact, this is the nth time that I had such, but it was a different scenario this time.

What bugging me the most is the dead close cousin of mine. Currently, that close cousin is living somewhat near to my place. Even though we weren't able to see each other recently, I know he's okay, with his family.

I don't know the reason for such dream to come to me. And I really hope and pray, just like in my other apocalyptic dreams, that this is really just a dream, and that, nothing will come to life from this dream.

Iron Man 3 Epic Trailer

Iron Man 3 has started to be shown in the Philippine cinemas. People can't get enough of the Playboy, Philanthropist, Arrogant Billionaire that Tony Stark is.

Now, let me share to you a very epic and great trailer only Asia has for the 3rd installment of the Iron Man series. Credits to its rightful owners. Just found it here.

Enjoy watching!

P.S. I read that it's a Thai Production. If it is, kudos to the whole team for the job well-done. :)

Virtual Holy Week

Have you been troubled with what to do during the Holy Week? Do you want a hassle-free tour of different churches around the Philippines without even spending thousands for it? Do you want a worry-free but solemn commemoration of Our Lord's Passion and Death on the Cross?

Worry no more for Rappler.com has come up with their own way for the Holly Week: The Virtual Way.

This concept is not new to anyone. In fact, CBCP has also released their own Virtual Visita Iglesia two years ago. And hopefully it will still be continued this year.

Check out this link for The Rappler's Virtual Holy Week here.

Also, you can check their article about it here.

For CBCP's Lenten Presentation which includes their own virtual Visita Iglesia, visit this link.

Go and hit that bookmark icons for easier browsing by Holy Thursday.

May everyone has a solemn holy week.

The Reason Why We Don't Have Sailor Earth

 Do you know why we don't have Sailor Earth? The reason is shown below.

Come on, click on the link and know the truth.

Real Reason Why We Don't Have Sailor Earth :D

Confusion

I really don't know what you're doing to me
your words, oh so sweet
your actions, so contradicting

One day we're ok
the next day we're not

I don't know where to place
should I stay within
or cross the line?

If I do will this change everything
or will it worsen it?

Can you please clear this out
make me feel ok
make me feel  happy

Love and Longingness

I am single.

What's worse is that I have been in such state since brith.

Yes, you read it right. I haven't gotten myself in any relationship yet. Since then. Until now.

Now, the year has almost passed and I still haven't found or met anyone that would become my 'life partner'.

I even don't have any idea if I have met him already but I just had no clues about it yet or will he still make his ways to me still.

There are times that I really do feel happy with my life. In fact, I am really with the way my life has been. Of course, I do have regrets but looking back, those have taught me valuable lessons in life.

But I also am longing to feel how life could be if I am or was in-love.

I am still pretty young. At my age, 22 [soon to be 23 this coming February], I can still say I am young. In fact, people at first thought that I was in my teens. Such compliment!

But with me in this fast-pacing world, I feel so old with my life experiences. What's worse was that I have already experience some of the hardships in life older people tend to experience in their latter years and yet I haven't felt how it is to be in-love.

Also, people younger than me, literally, have already gotten their partners. Some even have already bore or is bearing a child!

I am not complaining nor comparing. It's more of questioning 'Why them' and 'How about me'.

I should not be asking questions such as those but I cannot help but wonder. Being a natural skeptic, I ask why do things happened to them already when it should be first happened to me.

But then again, I also know for a fact that everything has its own reason and timing. And love does required someone to be rational and seasoned for this.

But if love should be like that, how come there were failed marriages and broken families? How should one keep the love burning till forever?

Days before someone messaged me up, saying that I was too happy with my life, and that I becoming used to being single. This has made an impact to me, psychologically. I really don't know how to react on this that time. I jokingly answered him but deep inside of me I was hurt. I wasn't prepared to receive comments such as that.

People also thought that I am in a relationship, being happy and outgoing. They don't believe me that I am not, and that I didn't have any ever since.

I really do want to know how people perceives me, especially the guys. Back in high school, most of my classmates' commented me as someone who intimidate others. I really don't get it and I don't even know how did I do it. Up to now I still can't fathom how did they come up with that presumption.

Am I undesirable? Am I unworthy of any love? Will I be someone who will ask for love pitifully?

One of my fears is that I grow old without experiencing love and that I grow old all by myself. I really don't want to be lonely. I can be alone but I don't want to feel lonely at all.

Honestly speaking, I am somewhat tired of being lonely. Deep inside I really do want to have a partner already. I even do want to feel how it is to be pursued by someone.

I'm getting older and older each day but I am getting more and more lonely as days pass by.

I really long for love to come. It hasn't come my way yet. I just hope it is already on its way.

One Year and Counting....

In this exact day last year, I attended my first event with the RX Jocks. It was the laser tag tourney held at Lazer Xtreme in Alabang Town Center. I was with the White Team aka Team Pop Pop! that was headed by Fran and Adre of the Awesome Adventures. I won't narrate anymore how I became part of it. There was a different post for that. Just look at my posts. Hehe~

Literal na niluhuran ko si Master. ;)

Unexpectedly, I met a lot of Rushers there, avid listeners of The Morning Rush. I was a silent rusher [those who only listen to the show everyday but doesn't participate in the show's 'activities']. I met Dyn [Ako si DCM now I can be DYNamic] who let me meet Ina [the Butterbaby] and then introduced me to the one and only Master oscar [dela Hopia]. I was starstruck literally and bowed to Oscar that time.

Not only I met the 'legends', I met the people behind the entries. Upon going on our own ways, I hurriedly went to the National Book store and grabbed myself my very own copy of The Morning Rush Top Ten Book 1.

My TMR Book

Ever since I've been an active part of the Rusher community. If I could, I will send in entries. There was some time that everyday I will send in entries for that day's topic and then some will get included in the top ten list, for the whole duration of the show.

Of course, there were times that I don't tune-in, not because I don't want to, but because I have to finish my work. I admit that there were times that my work was at stake if I tune-in all the time, being in night shift. I just have to balance work with listening and joining the fun on-air.

Also, I have won some prizes already to the show. Most people do remind me as the lucky winner of this year's MYOH pair from Havaianas Philippines. Even I can't really imagine that I won such. It was really pure luck. And yes, I was very grateful for the Kikay Barkada for it. :)

At the MYOH First Day

Of course, there were some times that I almost won it. One specific time was when Delle was being picked-on by Chico and Gino and then they had someone to call for the McDonald's McCelebrations promo. I called and sang but somehow Delle got jokingly offended, saying that I couldn't win it. Then the line got cut surprisingly. And then, Kitt Ritche got the prize instead of me having it. Hahaha~

I really had fun with the Rushers. I was able to do some things that I thought I would never do, at all. If I state them here one-by-one then this post might be too long to make you bored. Hehe~

Excitement came again when the Kikay Barkada announced last week that the Book Two of The TMR has been released already. All rushers went berserk in finding and hunting for those treasures. Even I had a hard time looking for them since I was on a night shift and the bookstores are almost closing whenever I arrive at work. I repeatedly went to the same book store every day just to ask for this.

Then came yesterday, 365 days exactly after I bought my first TMR book, I finally bought it! And what's great about it is that I have 2 entries on it!

I really don't expect any of my entries to be included. If there was, I am grateful. If there was none, still I'll be happy for those who has theirs, and still enjoy the book. Two of my closes rusher friends [Master Oscar and Ina the Butterbaby] broke the news to me. Just imagine how frantic I was at those times. Hahaha!

Now, I will savor this book, not just for my own happiness, but for others a well. This book is really something to make you smile even in the gloomiest days of your lives. So, I have to end this post here to re-read again my newly-designed TMR Book 2. ;)

Happy one year to the active rusher me. Cheers to more rushing and kikay-ness to me. :) ^^