tayo ay magdiwang! weeee XD

mood:

currently listening to: THE SOUNDS OF THE ELECTRIC FAN. wala akong soundtrip ngayon. :D :D

suppppppperrrr happy evening to all! :)

it's been a month or two since i last blogged in. i'm so sorry for that. i've been busy for quite some time. :D

the reason that i am blogging again for this moment is for my 3rd year 2nd term grades. finally they are out!

i am not really anticipating to know them but i HAVE to. it will determine my future. as an accounting student. STILL. or not.

now, let me present to you all the fruit of my labour for this term. the factors-to-be-considered to be able to stay still as an accounting student. MY GRADES for 3rd year 2nd term. :D :D

Course	Section	Grade	Completion
ACT125	M-T	2.25
ENG13	AC1	2.25
LAW112	AY01	1.75
PSY10	AY01	2.50
SS10	AH03	1.75

 

Weighted Average:   2.10

honestly speaking, this is the lowest wga that i ever had. well, without having any 5s on it. the first one i got a line of 2 in wga is 2nd year 1st term grades in which i had a 5 in my act121 subject. as far as i could remember it was 2.35 or something. i'll better check my previous blog for that. :D

there are pros and cons in having these grades. i had achieved a grade of 2.25 for act125, which we have a quota grade of 2.50. thank God i got a grade within the quota grade. i really had a hard time with my act subject this term. it was the final volume of valix and peralta's financial accounting books. and i admit i was almost gave up but until the last minute i fought the fight. and i am really really thankful for the grade. the only problem is that "CAN I STILL PASS AND HAVE A GRADE THAT IS INCLUDED IN THE QUOTA  THE NEXT ACCOUNTING SUBJECTS IN THE FUTURE TERMS???"

correction pala... according to the blog i've posted a year ago, my wga for 2nd year 1st term was 3.10. way way lower than 2.10... ay weyt... 1.00 lang ang difference. gosh! O_O

the grades in eng13 and psy10 are not that important to me. why? i really don't like the lessons. swear! even eng13. though it IS helpful in many ways, i just don't like the way our prof gave us tons and tons of schoolworks. it is as if eng13 is a major subject. regarding to psy10, i just don't want to focus on it that much. hehe. sounds like i am a lazy student. well, in fact I AM LAZY in some subjects that didn't interest me. :D

wow. the grades for law113 and ss10 was terrific! i got a 1.75 for each. i really worked hard to earn that grade. why? they are some of the subjects that i am interested to learn! really. i am an aspiring law student (hopefully) in the future. and learning these laws and articles on the constitution of our country makes my heart beat faster. :D i actually expected a lower grade for law113 'coz i knew to myself that i didn't do well in the finals. regarding ss10, somehow i did great in all the exams. i just had lots and lots of absences due to the fact that sometimes it was the only subject that i have to attend to. I NOW ADMIT THAT I AM A LAZY STUDENT! hahaha XD

good things really come this year. :) and i really thank God for this. :)

but before i had this joyous feeling, i am pissed off with the MyMapua server. it really sucks at these times. instead of having a fast server it keeps on slowing and slowing down until the user gets tired of it. to think they always boast this online sectioning thingy to new enrollees... hay...

but since i am happy now i won't curse that server for now. we'll meet again in tuesday, in line with the online sectioning for my subjects this coming term.

IT REALLY IS A HAPPY NEW YEAR for me. i hope things will get better and better. :D

and i hope that i could be back in the dancefloor again. soon! :)

farewell to you :(

transition is indeed needed in order to grow up and mature.

hello dear friends and loves. :)

i would like to announce to everybody that i have my new account ready to use it from now on.

this will be the last blog that i'll be doing in this account.

it has been almost 4 years ago since i first set-up this account.

i must hate to say it but, i'll be leaving this account for good.

there are many reasons why i have to leave this account but i won't narrate it anymore.

it is hard for me to leave something that i have used for almost 4 years. but we must move on. I MUST MOVE ON.

words can't express the feelings i have inside. i guess i need to talk to my account first...

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my dear 1st account,

happy new year to you my love! it's just been some days ago since i last logged on to you.

i know that you already know that i'm about to leave you alone in this cold, lonely environment. it;s hard for me to let you go, i must tell you that. but, as some have said, "Life moves on". i couldn't cling to you forever as if i were still a young, immature being.

it has been 4 years full of fun and excitement as i used you in expressing my thoughts, broadcasting my activities and vanities, and proudly showing to the whole wide web who the heck i am. but in order to be more mature than before, i must leave some things behind, even though they ARE good things.

i am already saddened by this departure from your side. you don't have any flaws. in fact i really, really like your company with me. it's just that... gosh, sorry. i can't really express them in words. :(

i hope you understand why i have to do this. it's for the sake of both of us. don;t worry, i'll visit you. still. but i won;t be using you anymore as my primary account.

one thing that i'll promise is that you'll be having a special part in my heart and i won;t delete you of course! you have all the memories that i am longing to return to but can not.

now, i gotta end this letter of mine to you. if not, i might shed some tears in here.

i am really really sorry and i will miss you. always. :( :( :(

sincerely yours,

ma. angelie

p.s.

i am grateful for those years that i have used you. i really am. take care and i'm sure i'll miss you.

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from now on, please go to http://sweetbeatofangel.multiply.com for my updates. thank you and God Bless. :)

i love God as He has loved me. :)

i am just glad that somehow i am beginning to eradicate the gap between me and God and also to Mama Mary and Jesus.

in the recent years where i was in mapua, no Catholic practices were held. this is one of the things i'm missing in my life. as a girl raised in a Catholic school, with a devotion to always pray, sing songs of God, and participate actively in masses, staying in mapua is a desert for me in terms of this practices.

i always longed for these practices to occur, even just for some time. but i guess the school's not that devoted, as much as they said.

some of my friends were Christians, meaning those who were not Catholics but still believe in Lord Jesus. i am not against them. in fact i was so envious of them for they can still perform their duties as a Christian even in hectic schedules.

there were times that i thought why not be converted into a Christian. in that way, i could still perform the activities that i was longing for. but one thing came across me: how will i give love to Mama Mary if i will be converted?

that's why i am renewing my faith little by little. not under the Christian way, but the usual ways that i have. but now, i have the strong faith in God that i got from my Christian friends. :)

i started again to read the bible which i was supposed to do everyday, either before sleeping or after waking up. i also bought some reading materials. it doesn't matter if the author is a Christian or a Catholic one. as long as it will uplift my spirit in praising Our Lord then it is OK. but i have some preferred authors in the Philippines, like Bo Sanchez.

reading these materials little by little help me to recover the lost practices in the past years. this may sound more of a Christian way but i think it is better to practice both ways. i will still attend the regular masses of the Catholic, sing songs of God, renounce my sins, and read the Bible and live a life less of sin.

in relation to that, i just stumbled upon this message to me by God. :)

On this day of your life, Ma Angelie, we believe God wants  you to know ... that a successful relationship requires falling  in love many times, always with the same person.
	Always with the same person, but deeper and deeper  every time. Each time on a whole new level you  together open in love and discover the truth of  your beloved anew. There is no limit to the beauty  of your beloved. If you think you've reached the end,  stop generalizing.

this message, i assume, is meant for a loved-one. i say, this is for God, especially that i've been trying to do my best to proclaim His name in my own ways.

just like having my own realizations for me to follow Jesus' path.

i hope that i will keep going on like this, loving God all the way. :)

some commercial break :P

it's been 2 days since i first wrote the write in blood series.

but i won't continue it now.

i'm mastering and gathering up all my strength to write those things here.

and i also need to wake up early later. hayy

good night. jaa ne!

i'm starting to write in blood. part 1

this is not the usual blog that i'll be posting. it's connected with the book i'm reading on.

i just bought awhile ago a book by Bo Sanchez entitled Your Past Does Not Define Your Future. i got curious about it for something in the past were making an internal dispute with me.

i started reading it and guess what, i am almost half through with it.

this blogging is part of the 2nd half of the bok. it is more of self-realizations and honesty to oneself. and i really really need those two.

i'll blog it part by part. i'll answer each of the questions 'coz it won't do the healing if i do the short-cut one.

Start when you were born...

i was born in a clinic on the morning of feburary 7, 1990 but the attending physician was sleeping. it was my father who literally caught me when i went out from my mom's womb. i don't just get the reason why the physician was sleeping at that time to think my mom was in labor.

i didn't accept those facts at first. i wanted a normal delivery wherein you're in a hospital with nurses attending you. but it was really the other way around.

the clinic was the physician's. it was in namayan, mandaluyong. near the oil depot of small players in the industry. i don't know how did my mom meet dr. gan.

when i was out in the world, both of my parents, including my lola may, thought that i was a HE. the main reason is that i have this fat private part that they thought it was the male's. then when they found out that i was a SHE, they became so happy.

the normal babies would weight around 6-7 pounds. but i was no normal back then. i was a 8-pound baby! that's why i have this baby fats in me. hehe. :D due to my fatness, all the baby dresses that my mom had used for my older brothers didn't fit me. the only baby dress that did was that of a one-year old. i'm so big for a day-old baby. hahaha!

as i stumble upon old pictures of mine, i found out that i have only few CUTE baby pics. it was more of my kuyas'. that's why i felt jealous of them. it is as if they have more attention when they were babies than i was during that time. i f i have some, i could see them with me. but me on a solo pic? more often than not.

i just knew that i was special to my lola may, though i was not the first girl grandchild. i just don't know. i have this special connection with her. every time that my mom's out, i would look for her. even when i was already studying. i was always looking for her. maybe i grew up with her on my side always. but i somehow managed to learn living without her when she went back to bicol.

i was not that satisfied with my birth date. it was already in the month of love yet i wasn't born on the heart's day itself. it was barely 7 days to go when i went out. then whenever i searched about the events happened on my day, only few were found. that's why i really hoped that my day was somehow special.

so there you are. the first part of the writing in blood series. i just hope i could do this every night before i sleep. it'll be a habit for me from now on. as Bo Sanchez had said, answering these questions could take days,w eeks, or even months. but it's ok for as long as you answered them truthfully, then you will be from your bondage.

:)

counting days...

i'm here in mapua. all alone. just waiting for time.

shocks ang drama ng umpisa! haha!

pero really, totoo yung nakasulat dyan. :D

hinihintay ko kasi yung pagkuha ko ng listening test for eng13. buti na lang me laptop akong dala. hehe. :D

i;m counting days kasi malapit ko nang i-shut down 'tong multiply account na ito.

for over 4 years kami nagkasama. and it's somehow hard for me to say goodbye to a friend who's been there with me through ups and downs. :(

pero it doesn't mean that i'll delete this one. this will still be going on but the posts and everything will be put to my new account, sweetbeatofangel.

i'm just waiting for a right time to use that account, which is, the new year. next year din kasi will mark my 20th year in this world.

so magandang chance yun to show what i really really want and who i really am. :)

kaya as frequent as i can, i'll be blogging in here for nth times. para naman ma-cherish ko yung moments with this accounts.

i'm just killing time in here. haha. so till then.

jaa ne! ^^

nang kinilig ang loka. :))

currently listening to: Don't Start Now by BoA from K-Pop Selection album

mood: kilig to the bones! -^^-

okey na gabi ito. instead of having a rest now, nagbo-blog pa ako. pano ba naman kasi me isang tao dyan na nasa tabing bansa lang na nagpagising sakin ngayong gabi. kakawindang!

tagal ko na din pala di nag-blog. ngayon ko lang na-realize. haha! tapos ngayon nasa taglish pa. haha! :))

pano ba naman ako di magigising eh nakakawindang yung nakuha kong comment dun sa facebook.

it started with a KISS??? nah. :)) it all started with the application Social Interview.

nagsasagot lang naman ako ng questions regarding my friends. yun lang. no more, no less.

nang biglang lumabas yung name ni chris. yup, si chris, ang aking long-time-first-foreigner friend na sayang hindi naging... OOPS! spoiler. haha! LOL. :))

ang tanung kasi sakin, "what will chris say if he will hug you?". ang sagot ko, "a big why i guess. but i think he'll appreciate it".

then biglang nag-comment. "yeah, a nice hug would do". osmoething like that.

hay naku. tignan niyo na nga lang itong picture na ito. at nang kayo ay mawindang. LOL! :))

basahin niyo na lang. may magandang comment dyan. LOL. :))

grabe... di ko inaasahan yung ganitong response. haha. as in nawindang ako to the highest level! :))

kasi naman si chris eh. patawa. well, i can't say na bumabalik yung feelings ko kasi di naman siya totally nawala. nag-focus lang sa ibang di karapat-dapat. haha!

kanina sa God's Message, yung message sakin ni God (syempre through appli), nakakawindang din. eto yung nakalagay:

On this day of your life, Ma Angelie, we believe God wants you to know ...  that the way you know you have found the right one is the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with the person.
	Having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring them all right out, just as they are, chaff and grain together; certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and then with the breath of kindness blow the rest away. - a quote by Dinah Craik

define ang "you have found the right one in the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with the person"?

kung sasabihin kong i feel safe with the people i love most like AB friends, dancecom, ODS, ate pam, etc, mauunawaan ko pa eh.

pero pano kung ipasok dito si chris? OH MY GOSH! O_O :|

it's true that i feel comfortable with him. safe with him when we were in dumaguete. but i think that was it. di ko naman inaasahan that i would fall for him, let him be my first love (so i think), and just have my heart broken dahil sa long-distance relationship na di niya kayang gawin. darn. napakaganda pa nga ng sinabi niya eh. super tanda ko... "IF NI WAS JUST RIGHT THERE IN THE PHILS. I WOULD HAVE LIKED YOU. BUT I CAN NOT WITH THIS DISTANCE". :(

honestly i cried and cried after that. but i accepted it with open arms.

then came FACEBOOK with SI application.

di naman unang pagkakataon na nangyari ito eh. the other night merun yung "where would you kiss him" and i answer, "next question please". then he just laughed it off. :))

merun pa yung sa quiz na "what's the name of the one you will be marrying". biglang lumabas CHRIS. gulat din ako. reaction ko na lang is "no comment" then bigla siyang nag-comment na "who knows what future will bring" something like that. naku kaloka! :))

hay naku. masyado akong kinikilig tonight. di ko tuloy alam kung makakatulog ba ako o hindi. haha.

naku. mahaba na pala ito masyado. haha. na-excite naman akong mag-blog. sa susunod na lang ulit. pag inspired ulit. :D

jaa ne! ^^